“Do things with your whole heart, with as much intensity as you are capable of. Anything done halfheartedly never brings joy to life. It only brings misery, anxiety, torture, and tension, because whenever you do anything halfheartedly you are dividing yourself into two parts, and that is one of the greatest calamities that has happened to human beings – they are all split.” ~ Osho
Can you please just be calm close your eyes and relax, listen to the silence around you, I want from you just listen through your heart the call of life, it always give you what you need, then take what you need from it, intuition and life are connected intuition lead you to focus on yourself and it tell you to do what you believe to be right, thought and feeling are connected give more intention to your thoughts and feelings as they occur in the present moment. Listen to the voice of your heart and don’t ignore it neither judge it, this voice knows how to accomplish and achieve your aims, because it comes from the world soul and one day it will be back to it.